I feel like I have a lot to say… I have a lot on my mind… The words just aren’t going to come out right no matter how hard I try. Ehhh, it’s late and I’m tired and I guess I’ll try again in the morning.

Okay, so I’ve been eating SO bad lately. I’ve lost 10 pounds in the last month. While it feels nice to lose the weight I’ve taken enough nutrition classes and read enough to know that the way I’m losing it is REALLY unhealthy. I keep telling myself that once I’ve gotten moved and things are somewhat normal in San Jose I’ll work on losing it the healthy way. I think that if I had somebody to enjoy meals with I’d be better about wanting to actually take the time to sit down and EAT SOMETHING!

Time for the Friday Five.

1. When was the last time you cheated?
OKAY! I kinda let myself get the Princess Lollipop card when Cassidy and I were playing Candy Land the other day because she beat me FOUR TIMES IN A ROW! I just wanted to win ONCE!

2. When was the last time you stole?
I ate the last of the Oreo’s last night even though I told Cameron he sould have them. Does that count?

3. When was the last time you lied?
I told Cassidy we were out of Ice Cream yesterday when she wanted it for lunch. But she’s SO persistant and she want’s it ALL the time now. I’m beginning to wonder if Food Maxx is slipping some crack in there becuase my mom and Cameron are eating it all the time too. Lucky for me I’m not a big vanilla fan.

4. When was the last time you broke or vandalized another’s property?
Ewwwww, I can’t even remember. Vandalizing something that somebody else worked for is disgracefull.

5. When was the last time you hurt a loved one?
Dang, the questions are brutal this week! Ummmmmm, I made Ben feel bad for something that was not his fault the last time I saw him. Luckly I had time to think about it on the way home and we talked it out as soon as I got here. That’s what people do when they are in love. (Talk, not fight.)

My little brother leaves for Pennsylvania tomorrow. When I was younger I went to Penn. for the whole summer to live with my Aunt and Uncle and my cousin Stefanie. Now he is taking over the tradition but he is staying with our grandma and Gandpa. My mom’s whole family lives back East so it was really nice that when we were kids we had the chance to go and do that. I’m leaving for San Jose in a week and this last week here without him is going to be lonely.

I’ve been working on a new layout for Cassidy and the design is pretty much done but I still need to do all of the content. So here’s a screen shot for you to admire in the mean time. In the second picture you can see the nifty little mouse over effect for the picture menu. 🙂

Got the first of my Ebay money in! WOOHOO! Going to take everything to the post office tomorrow. Now I’m wanting to get a bunch more stuff up so I can make MORE money!

Girl Talk Starts Here. Boy’s Close Your Eyes.
That headach I had yesterday was SO bad. I haven’t had one like that in a loooong time. Then today I started my flow. And sheesh, I can actually feel my uterus contracting. You can tell that feeling quite easily after having a child. It’s been a long time since I’ve had a period this bad but at least now I know I’m on the downhill slope. Thank God.
/Girl Talk

I had a horrid headach all day today. UGH. I think that I’m just not getting enough sleep again. I need to break that habit again before it gets out of hand like it did last time where I was living on like 4 hours of sleep a night.

Getting more and more excited about moving to be with Ben… 10days. 🙂

Okay, as of now this new layout is launched. (Duh!) I still have content to get to and there will probaby be more changes, and there are a few dead links but hey, I was READY for the change. I’m going to bed now because it’s WAY too late and I am WAY too tired. 🙂

Okay! Did a lot more work to the site today. Still have a ways to go but it’s a huge improvement even from yesterday. It’s really beginning to grow on me!