So, I ranted. I ranted because I saw an ending to a movie, a good movie, that sucked ass and depressed me.

While Ben was talking to a co-worker about my reaction to the ending he suddenly realized that we had watched the Directors Cut. So the ending we saw was different then those of you who watched it in the theater. heh

Allow me to explain. I understand in the movie that at the end when Evan is watching himself on the video in the mental ward, he’s watching a video of himself as a young boy.. and when he makes the jump back there he kicks the girl in the shin causing her to not like him, never having become her friend, she moved in with her mom, her brother doens’t become psycho, etc. Evan is alive and well as are the rest of the gang at the end of the movie. THAT ending I can deal with.

In the Directors Cut… at the end when Evan is watchng the video in the mental ward he is watching his mother in labor. When he jumps back, he’s in his mothers womb still. He reaches for his umbilical cord and squeezes it in his hand, cutting off his blood supply, until he dies. HE DIES PEOPLE!

WTF kind of ending is that?? Sure, everybody else grows up happy and crap but Evan KILLS HIMSELF after being ass raped in jail, blowing himself up, beaten to hell, forced to perform child pornograhpy and watching his dog burn! Hello?

To the people who are mad that Bush won and are threatening to move to Canada: Go. Just go!

I can’t believe what sore loser’s people are! I’m a liberal. I voted for Kerry. The state I live in is a blue state (although not as blue as before). I wanted Kerry to win…

BUT, I’m not going to be all boohoo about it and say that I’m LEAVING the country. That’s the most absurd thing I’ve heard people say in a long time.

I used to be proud to be a liberal. Proud that I believed that all people regardless of sexuality, color, income level, sex… even gun owners all deserved equal rights. If there were a vote in CA to allow gay marriage I’d loudly vote YES!

What I won’t do is run with my tail between my legs from a country where I have a right to voice my opinion about such issues openly on my website without the threat of being beheaded and dumped into a mass grave somewhere.

You know what the TRUE liberals will do? They’ll STAY. They’ll stay and fight for what they believe in, for the future of our children, for the future of the WORLD’S peace.

So do all of us liberals that really want things to change, who didn’t just jump on the liberal bandwagon for the first time this election, a favor… You are embarrassing us.

Just go.

I just spent 2.5 hours trying to figure out why our Quicken balance showed negative $1600. I hadn’t done a bank reconciliation in about a month and I knew when Ben got home he was going to flip his lid when I told him somehow I managed to let us get $1600 in the hole!!

I did the last bank rec and poured over the current online statement while my palms sweated and my head pounded and my stomach tied itself in knots because I couldn’t figure out WHERE we lost that money. I checked and RECHECKED and then just for good measure checked ONE MORE TIME. Finally I decided to get up and walk away. But before I did that I decided to quadruple check the deposits. And there it was… all I can figure is that I work with numbers all day long so I’ve gone mentally retarted when it comes to them. I forgot to add 2 zero’s to a deposit.

2 little 0’s put us way back into the saftey of the little green numbers. heh

I dreamt ALL WEEK LONG about sleeping in till 12:00 today.. and I’ve been up since 6:00 because my internal alarm clock woke up screaming YOU ARE LATE FOR WORK!

Bastard.