New layout?!?!?

I’m working on a new layout… because I’m a freak. Will probably be up late tonight or early tomorrow… becuase I’m a freak.

Sickness

I felt like absolute hell yesterday. My head hurt so bad I could not even think straight. Ben, Cassidy and I are all sick at the same time so there is nobody to baby me!

Anyway, I felt better last night and Ben and I got to bed early. We were in bed at like 9 which is WAY early for us. We talked for quite awhile, fought over blankets… we had not really had a lot of alone time lately because I’ve been working such crazy hours. It was really nice.

ugh…

So umm, yeah… Work is kicking my ass. I used to run cross country for Christ’s sake. After eight hour on my feet I’m ready to pass out and die. I need to start using the gym here at the apartement complex. Some of that might have to do with the fact that I’m getting sick. I can barely breathe through my nose, my head POUNDED all day. But hey, I sold a crap load of ink today! HA!

Change…

So yeah, I didn’t like that baby blue. It’s great for a desktop but just wasn’t doing it for me as a layout so I played with it a bit in Photoshop.

Work today from 1:30 to 10:00. I’m going to crash when I get home because I have to be back at work at 9:45 Saturday, then 8:00 on Sunday for a training session followed by the full 8 hour day.

*sigh* So, I’m off.

8 hours

Today was my first eight hour day. My legs are killing me, my back is about to rebel and my eyes are winning the war…

G’night.

Update

Cassidy seems to be much better tonight. Ben said that she slept a lot today. She has a VERY small fever (about 99). I think that she should be fine for school tomorrow. Right now she’s asleep in the fort we built in the living room. It’s her new favorite place to sleep.

Things like last night remind me how special life is. I know that seems extreme but even if for 1/1000th of a second you have the horrible feeling that something is really wrong with you child, you realize how little things like giggles and smiles and whispy hair and reading silly books and singing silly songs in the car… Well, you realize how simply uncomplete and boring your life would be without it.

I hugged her a little tighter tonight…